Thursday 29th June was to be my 4th PET scan. I was still not feeling great, really could have done with staying home if I am honest. Still with a chest infection, dodgy tummy and a mouth which feels like there are razor blades in there! I pre-warned Emma that I was probably not at my best. Funnily she didn’t notice nor did she agree haha! Felipe was also along to handle the filming aspects. How strange people act when you rock up with all that camera equipment haha. All formalities having been dealt with we were given as much access as needed, which meant that Emma and Felipe could even film the scan if they wanted, or at least a part of it where they would be allowed in the room. They were even given radiation monitors before I was injected with the radioactive tracer. So if they got to close to me, the beeper would sound, and it did! Hilarious but at the same time so scary right? The team at the Wellington PMC were awesome. Special thanks to Marionette who has assisted with 2 of my scans! Love a South African girl and the accent!

Reality Tele at it’s best haha! πŸ˜‰

Weekend was good, Nathan was down and Bentley too. We didn’t have much planned but the Pithers Parlour was open for business on Saturday morning for Davey D and Denis. It’s just as well as I was not feeling fabulous as I wanted to. Nevertheless we took Bentley for walks at Cowdray Woods and did a bit more filming with the Go-Pro. It was to be our last weekend of filming and we were focused on Monday and getting the results. To me the weekend felt so long and I was feeling positive and anxious at the same time. Nathan was out in the sun lounger all day Sunday topping up his glorious tan and I must say he looks hot, well I think he does all the time lol. Evenings on the sofa, cuddles with my boys and just watched some good movies. Got to love Netflix and chill, well without the chill for now haha!

A proper ‘Sun’ day ❀

Monday has arrived and it’s time to get the train up to London – destination the LOC on Harley Street once again. It’s like a going home. Did I just say that? lol. Time to meet up with the film crew and Nathan was meeting them for the first time too. Standard stuff had my routine blood test which came back all good, which is re-assuring.

We had some issues with getting filming permission which was strange as I had cleared with Dr Marcus’ PA and she said there was no issue. But the LOC were not happy to have anything showing their logo and representing them. We were not advertising for them in any case, this was about a story. Bless Emma and Felipe as they had to jump through a few hoops to be able to make this happen, including showing them everything they had filmed which took forever. I really can’t understand the need to, especially as this is only a good thing for them and what they do, provide the best cancer care. Red tape eh?

While we sitting in the waiting area Dr Marcus came over to speak with Nathan and IΒ  and said to me everything is ok. I thought he meant about the filming haha! He was telling me about my scan, where is my head! Once the penny dropped I said wow thats amazing, and he also said definately no Stem Cell Transplant in my case but we could talk more once we meet shortly. I guess you could say the CHOP chemo worked well for me, even though I can’t say much for how it makes you feel lol. Bad for you is the new good for you!

When 1 is just not enough! Nathan with 4 on. I had 3 on today and Pascale had 2. Karen this was an awesome idea! ❀

Once in his office Dr Marcus was able to elaborate more about the additional testing he had requested and the results came back as he had wanted so more reason to stray away from a Stem Cell transplant. He wants me to meet a colleague of his, to look at having radiotherapy to the localised area. He said that there is nothing statistically proving that it would be required in my case but it would give assurance that it would be unlikey to return. I am not a gambler really, prefer a sure shot if I can have one. There are risks of course, and they must be considered, thyroid problems down the line and saliva glands etc. Nothing comes without side effects or risks. I do want a future and I am not interested in any more chemo, fuck me!

Can I just say Dr Marcus is an amazing guy. I really appreciate his experience, expertise and I feel like I am being treated like an individual. Not some statisitic. He has a great bed side manner. My orginal diganosis was chemo and stem cell transplant, no other option, its the standard protocol I was told. We have come a long way from that back in Dec/Jan time. Dr Marcus also was also gracious enough to allow this meeting with us today to be filmed. He was on board. Secretly I think he enjoyed every moment πŸ˜‰

I also want to express my sincere and special thanks to Kirsty Ettrick and the London Medical Concierge team as without them I would not be where I am today and with the options I have now.Β Don’t ever be satisfied with the first opinion you get, even the 2nd. I was adamant there was something else out there for me. Luckily thanks to my friend Debbie Elliott I was introduced to Kirsty. In a few hours and days after discussing my case with Kirsty I was in touch with the best, Dr Robert Marcus. Kirsty and I are still constantly in touch, she has become a part of my life. It’s not expensive, it’s well worth the money and time you will save getting connected with the best care available. I will be forever grateful.


I really do think real angels exist. Yes my dear friend KJ, the ones you send too ❀

I would also like to thank everyone who have been in constant touch and so supportive to me during this time. I won’t go on listing everyone here but you all know who you are. It’s one part of the my journey completed and I know the worst has to be over now. The amount of messages I received today and hits on my blog amazes me. I hope I was able to get back to everyone and if not, you are getting the latest here in my blog post.

Strange thing happend on Friday evening. One of my all time favourite singers from Quebec, Diane Tell send me a message via my blog (below) and is now following my blog as I am hers. Very special lady to take the time to write to me. I have been a fan since I was a teenager and been to see her in a few concerts and have all the music she has ever released. Diane you rock! ❀

Until next time. Love and light X X









  1. Dearest Mark, I’m so happy for you, that I cried for 10 minutes after reading your blog. God bless the people at the LMC, they do such great work! And kudos to you for searching till you found them! Thank you Debbie!

    You my friend have travelled an incredible journey, and I am so very happy that the results were positive today! You have a full life to live ahead of you, with many more wonderful memories to make with Nathan and Bentley. Love you! ❀️❀️❀️ XXX

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  2. Hey Mark that is the amazing news we have all been waiting for !!!! You have so much to look forward to , your wedding and future with Nathan and Bentley how wonderful. You have worked so hard to get through to this and we are very proud of you. Hoping you will be feeling like your old self very soon . Sending love and big hugs from us both 😘😘❀️❀️😍Xx

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    1. Hey Pammy thanks for being there constantly for me and checking on me regularly too, it really touches me. I have been lucky really, not sure how hard I worked I was really in the hands of the man above I reckon. I hope to feel better soon too! Love to you both <3<3 xx


  3. Yippee!!!!! This is the best news ever πŸ™πŸ»our movie making shining star 🌟 is flying up out of the clouds and into the brightest skies!!! Your strength has been amazing Mark, I’m super proud of you πŸ˜‰. Be prepared for a run up hug that squeezes you so tight you can’t move lol. I’m hoping your next chapter is a breeze for you πŸ€žπŸ»πŸ’™
    Lots of love hugs and kisses you super duper handsome chap xxx πŸ’‹

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    1. Hey Donna, yes great news and I know it still feels surreal at the moment. Looking forward to that hug and I am with you on next chapter. Hugs and kisses xxx Mark


  4. OH WOW!!! Indeed, let the next journey begin …. this is great and wonderful news πŸ™‚ I am thrilled for you …… and yes, let the next journey begin ….

    Thinking of you constantly and sending you loads of Angels and love and hugs and light and hugs and yes, more love and hugs!!!

    Yours KJ xxxx

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    1. Thanks my darling KJ yes how I managed to avoid Stem Cell is beyond me but we will leave that to the angels 😘😘 love you loads. Yours always Mark πŸ’‹πŸ’•β€οΈ


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